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1/3 of my life （two)
We have moved from grandfather’s home out, we have one’s own houses. The unit divided. The house is very small, of one living room and one sitting room, another about nine square meters of kitchens. My bed is a small single bed put up with the block, place on the sitting room. The so-called sitting room is just a larger room, the furniture in the sitting room is very simple, a sofa for three people, the big round table which a father made, a group of low-priced association cupboards, a color TV of 16 inches, there are my small beds. Even if the such one is simple, another one is the parents’ bedroom, the one that decorated inside is very simple, a wooden double bed, the bedside cupboard of two pieces of complete network, another sewing machine, my electronic organ put above. This is our own family. Though is simple, very happy. I am only more than four years old at this moment.
Electronic organ become I indispensable element of the life, whom I have work hard straight study the musical instrument, the fault done sometimes, will be hit too, but I know, this is good for me. Go to this step today, it was severe that I really expressed gratitude to mother to me at that time very much, thank all that they paid for me very much, I can get into today’s state, can’t separate from that their self-sacrifice is.
Because parents are in the unit, and I am the only daughter, so, I have entered the own kindergarten of the unit, the teachers are very kind to me, but children do not lack then friendship, they rob my thing, hit me, I do not dare to resist, can only stay and cry in small corner by oneself, later on, mother has known, the auntie of the kindergarten begins to give me more protection, the children do not bully me as before either. In this way, what I stumbled passes by unhappy infant time.
At the age of six, whom I study in the primary school educate red class, I no longer naughty, very much obedient straight, the teachers all like me very much, I have become the teacher’s pet, the one that cross every day is very happy. The way primary school of sweet-smelling forest is the key primary school in the district, I have finished my primary school education there, mould, train my boy’s personality at the same time. Remember in grade one, what reason is not remembered, in a word, a boy and I hit to together, he strength very heavy, sit in meditation get ground me, kick stomach of me with foot, very much painful. The teacher comes to draw back him, I could stand up. This is my first time to fight with the boy. Later, my temper had changed gradually, the ones that changed had not looked like a girl again, in memory, only that time I am hit by the boy, it is later on that I hit the boy. Imagine now, oneself is a little too barbarous. Every term, no matter which grade, I will with one at of the same class boys fight, and all that I win each time. Perhaps this is my predestined primary school. Primary school one grade, only seven that year such as year old such as I, we moved again, whether or the same relative’s institute, but relied on parents’ length of service, we assigned to the house of a drawing room of room two one. It is the house where we live now. A sitting room, about 16 square meters, new sofa, new tea table, old association cupboard, old television. Though the furniture is for the most part old, the house is new, I am very happy. I had bedrooms which belonged to me at last. The electronic organ, new double bed, new bedside cupboard, father give me the desk made newly. Built-in cupboard at one time made while still fitting up the house. This is my bedroom. In parents’ bedroom is still that double bed, or a different one of that big old wardrobe is that add two and related small sofa of sitting room sofa. It is simple, but beautiful.
After graduation from primary school, I have done in the test into the foreign language school of Luoyang, the focal point of the city. What I entered is key class. New form master give how well ’s impression I leave, think then friendship from the beginning. Can be regarded as not stupid in the past will it be three year junior middle school, I do not have any good expectations, touch life just. It is the only it make by I totally for music of me in a degenerate one,fifth grade primary school at take down I outside school last grades of certificate of eight grades spare time for the institutes, musicology of China electronic organ, transfer to another school the piano again, musical instrument change into have 88 black-and-white dark upright piano of key too. Because whom teacher teach fine, efforts to combine with me, six grade I get Chinese Conservatory of Music amateurish piano do in the test grades of eight certificate outside school. Taking the achievement that the music gives to me, I know, oneself is outstanding. On the first day, I participated in a nationwide match, I took the third-class award at the time of the national finals. I must save face to reach a decision in ones that are unreconciled to, at last, the practiced hard and is not wasted ing of one year, I participated in a nationwide match again at the second day, the national finals of going to Beijing to participate in, held it back to the gilt certificate of the first at last. On the third day, because the teacher went to the other places, all of us began the new choice, some have given up, and I still insist on.
Gao Zhong, the identity that I grew with art has been taken an exam of into the first middle school of bearing factory of Luoyang, key high school of the first written instruction plasticity of province. My career of high school at the beginning. It is a committee of class in the class for the moment that I am high, manage discipline, because of this one, I offended a lot of classmates unconsciously, very tense in the place of relation with classmate. Senior Two, I have become the monitor in the class, although I am a monitor, my footman’s director’s relation is not very good, he and I are stubborn tempers, because of his ” tyranny ” ,I have answered back to with him for many times, Senior Two that year of most serious should being did in the test, test make it fall out I and he,in a moment of anger, do I resigning, since then, I am not in charge of the thing in the class, and the class is really a bit messy, what I saw appears, form master’s management is very strenuous, however, I am unwilling to help him again, and I can not help him either, I leave school, reach Wuhan music to begin me go to school on the way alone. Since coming back in Wuhan, scattered in time when the school stays, do not have important course, I will choose to come back home to review. Later free and easy, because he to I some felt ashamed and regretful more or less even perhaps, I ask for leave he will sanction without important course. But I have not abused this hiding privilege, I know what oneself should want, it should not take any. Later, what filled out in the post column remained the monitor on my roll form, in fact we both understood, there are capable and many monitors who I am using more than he.
In Wuhan, it is my most relaxed, happiest time of high school, I make great efforts to strive for the thing that I want, I know my goal very much, I know my ability and my potentiality very much too, I have been unshakable all the time to believe oneself. The final result proves, I am correct.
Quite right, I have been admitted to the conservatory of music of Wuhan that I dreamt of.
See the school that I passed by, more or less happy in the heart, no matter primary school, junior middle school, high school, there are universities which I will come into soon, all focal points. From the focal point in the district, to the focal point of the city, and then reach the focal point in the province, the end is a national focal point. Behind these focal points, I understand I have paid a lot of, so, I will treasure forever, I got to treasure all.
This year, I have been already 18, look at the road to pass by behind, many sigh with deep feeling, have many worth thing that think of, but all these the step is important and then already, I have already reached a stretch of new world. I want to pack my luggage, put my mood in order, adjust my state well, have begun new life! So, I must translate this page one over, I must look at the front forever.
This is my life of nearly 1/3, commemorate with this document! Commemorate 18 spring, summer, autumn or winters when I passed by.HTML clipboardfoodshow coolshow

1/3 of my life
History, be always looked through in the past, time, had never stopped his step, 1/3 that I have already passed by my life, I hope I can collect forever. I hope it is only my memory, I hope I can see more better scenery in the front, today, please allow me to commemorate 18 spring, summer, autumn or winters when I passed by in these characters. I was born in Xinjiang, that scene of length and breadth of land, bleak and desolate, poor the Northwest. The maternal grandfather is a leader of one division, this condition makes our life not seem difficult, needn’t shell bark, weed root at least. One that is about Xinjiang memory really too little, I a year old. Many stories were all reported for me to hear by my parents. Say I Hou very naughty hour, a naughty one excessive even sometimes.
I will carve, have washed one apple I small tooth print, then how long does it need all, the apple goes bad;
I will also play in the backyard holding fruits alone, scratch the tender finger, the blood of Yin Hong rising at will, I did not know unexpectedly that cry, just took other fingers and erased the blood, I find after three or four times the blood is still flowing, go to the washing basin, take the towel to wipe, perhaps it is the bacterium on the towel that has stimulated the wound, I have felt pain, I wail heartily at this moment. This section of stories are often regarded as a laughing stock and talked out by my parents, but see I at that time am really a bit silly;
More than a year old, parents bought the first electronic organ of my life for me, though it is only a toy of a amusement, but it has five eight degrees of black-and-white keys, there are many pleasant songs on the electronic organ, because it volume relatively little, I move it everywhere, moreover, I will also drive the music to most loudly, then abandon it and go and play on one side. Father was planning to prepare for the college entrance examination at that time, and the electronic organ is being put in his study by me, this period of times, I will dabble in backyard, I will squat in own vegetable plot plucking tomato take piece happy, in a word, I will not stay honestly and audit the music in the electronic organ. What father is disturbed can not read, it is really when being unable to endure any longer, he will turn off the electronic organ, but I always can set up horse run, go back, open it, because of these one until he turn off, father has not tested into the public security school that he dreamt of finally.
I am not an obedient child, I dislike going to the kindergarten, but parents’ work can’t allow them to accompany me. Father is in the public security bureau, is a very capable policeman. Mother is in the hospital, the best doctor of the business. They can not take me, have to hand over to the kindergarten, very big uncle is not busy with working, he sings and says that don’t hand over me to the kindergarten, then, as time goes by, so long as mother wants to send me to the kindergarten, I will cry and look for the big uncle, am still talking about in the mouth: “I should be with the big uncle, the big uncle does not send brilliantly to go to the nursery brilliantly. “
Xinjiang, that stretch of large land, that stretch grows land that I raised me, I left her finally.
Under three, the grandfather wants to return to homeland and support parents, father is his youngest son, then, father, mother have quited job, have left friends and family, has brought to I who am young and left that stretch of land that they love. Now, they were at that time and sad that what I can imagine got, I could imagine them as how many tears this has been shed, they how much does it have in the heart unwilling, however, for the grandfather, they have given up, have give up one’s own career, has given up one’s own bright future, has given up and fulfilled one’s duty to one’s parents at maternal grandfather’s side, because there are uncle and the aunt aunt at maternal grandfather’s side after all. They are carrying the big luggage, hold I who am immature, set foot on this stretch of strange land with the grandfather.
This strange land is Luoyang.
Come to Luoyang, has not worked, there is not house, a piece of land in the fringe area. Several one-storey houses built by oneself are the place where we five people of one family live. Grandmother has raised some chickens, the grandfather has opened a vacant lot by the room, has planted some vegetables, having raised two rabbits, however, it is what happened latter to raise rabbits. Look for a job in the strange city no matter in what times it is, it is all difficult. Parents found a job that could eke out a living at last. I can expect now, at that time, how many tears they had shed secretly, it was bitter how much they had eaten quietly. After all, here, unfamiliar with the place and the people, compared with the situation in Xinjiang it is the sky and underground to stand up in life. I have an even cloth, an only one. It is that electronic organ that I brought back from Xinjiang to have. Not much else. Every day, it is not bright, father is riding the only means of transportation of family - -The motorcycle, go to work together bringing to mother, they are in a unit. Waiting for me to wake up from the dream, it was only the hollow room that was seen, grandmother goes to buy vegetables very early, the grandfather punishes that vegetable plot not sprouting yet fast of his. It is the deepest memory of my childhood to be lonely, lonely. Every day’s life can only be described with dull, boring, dull and such a worded. Rice cooked rice in soak, salted vegetables, for I for breakfast at childhood. Just there is a boiled egg in the half a morning, however, I dislike eating the boiled egg innately, very disagreeable!
At last, one day, I could not stood again. That day, it is raining, it is the arithmetic problem that the parents left me before leaving on the small blackboard, they, very difficult, there is no money to send me to the kindergarten. Only in this way teach me, I that this is have been already more than three years old. Finish question, I lonely, rain, I go out, play, and child of neighbour’s used to, play with outside person either. I am lonely. I have cried, do not know why, it is really too lonely perhaps. I throw away one courtyard egg skin, deduct, break to pieces, throw away into the courtyard albumen, nobody cut I, I cry, throw away, egg yolk throw away a courtyard, and has been drenched by the rainwater too, just like faint yellow small flowers.
One large electronic organ move into house, than bring, come back from Xinjiang best and many, that is the real electronic organ. It was they that bought from a colleague’s hand, I am very happy, I do not mind whether it is new, I do not mind how much its value is, I know, later, I will not be more lonely.
Parents find me an electronic organ class, I have begun my virgin career of musical instrument. Knowledge stave difficult, I suffer to fight for this, mother is taking me, carrying the musical instrument to teacher’s home to go to class, go by bike on the road, nearly more than one hour, I have taken and fallen asleep after the car quickly, we reach teacher’s home. Very bitter, I know. HTML clipboardflowershowGradually, I come to like those black-and-white clearly demarcated elves, I can play simple melodies, have these, lonely to seem not to pester me no longer, however, I am really afraid of playing the musical instrument, because play kind, mother can play I am very painful.

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